Ummph I can't believe I haven't even looked on this pita in over 6 months. It's really amazing how one can get caught up in all the shit of life and forget the smallest things. If I had not looked upon the ICQ info of Lime I would have never thought about checking his pita, let alone looking in and messing around at mine. To be truly honest I only happened on Limes info because I pushed the wrong button. Its true everything must happen for some reason. You just never know why until it’s too late to do anything about it.
Well so far aside from getting Dugg (my new car) my summer has been quite uneventful and dull. I did nothing but go to school and work. Both of which bit big titties just because I really felt that my time could be wasted so much more usefully. I could have been swimming, working on my patchwork tan, or most of all being active and not being stuck in places that I didn't want to be anywhere near. From the day I started working a year ago I have done nothing but sit around and do dick all. Bah I feel unhealthy I really must do something. Maybe I will try sit-ups and twist on the new twisty thing mum bought. It is truly quite the toy. I do enjoy it is a disk thing you stand on and twist, It's almost fun.
The past little while I have been overly bitter and have been told quite the few times that I must "Learn to be more positive and to not be so damn violent in my speech patterns." I wouldn't really call saying that I wanted to kick someone in the teeth all that negative and violent. First off She* would look better if she had a swift kick in the face it might allow her to get some of that shit fixed. And its not violent if I'm doing her a big favour now is it? I would totally call that doing her a favour. The only other alternative would to be for her to throw her self down a flight of stairs and what sane or insane person would do that? I'm also supposed to try to start to forgive my grandmother. I don't feel she needs to be forgiven, I feel as thought she should apologize and stop being so mulifaced. I guess all I can say is that the week she’s staying at our house while dads away will be the forth worst week of my life.
* 'She' stands for every person who I have been violent, menstrual to or said the stated comment to. The only reason for 'She' is that this summer most of my bitterness has been flung towards people with out penis'.
The Imperfectionist:
Saterday, August 24 * 4:30 am