Afrididy's Pita

Sunday, March 25, 2001 01:14 a.m.
Well I got cut from ball which im actually very happy about. Tonight on the other hand was odd well Curtis, Dad and I got there and Dad kinda just floated and Curtis found Jen and well I fended for my self like, I wasnt left out in the least but I dont know I just wasnt there at all I was kinda in my own little world.

Jen likes Curtis lots. He had gone some where and we were talking and it was kinda weird she asked me if I was going out with him and I said no and then shes like "why not? Hes so hot how could you not want to?" and there was so much I could have said and instead I said " I know hes hot but I dont know..." how foolish can I be!lol well I dont know what to think on any of this all I is that I am a very close touchy person (I like to be close to people im comfortable with and I like to touch things, like wraping this around my finders and stuff) but well there was a whole lotta touchin nibblin and whatever and I unfortuanatly was not responsable for any of it so I have no idea at all what to think...

Im supposed to go to nicoles tomorrow and I havent even touched my lines and Im presenting on tuesday ah im screwed any way.

Well I think ill be off...

Friday, March 23, 2001 09:25 p.m.
I got my new oil! Its vanilla it smells so good its not even funny. I cant wait for tomorrow night I know its not going to be the best night of my life but I hope it will at least be decent for I feel most parts wont be that great.

I also Got a new stone I got Amethist becase ive been having lots of trouble with my sleep its not that i dont want or need to sleep its that I want to and am so incredably tried but I cant I'm willing to try anyting now. Well Nicole and I had a good time shopping and well it was fun.

Last night was too weird I had a friend ask me for advice and I know what he wanted to hear and how I should say it but I said it the compleatly opposite way. any way I think hes kinda pissed but he understands.

I hate this there is so much I want to Say but I dont like the thought of people reading it Or some people for that matter the thought just sends chills up my neck.

Ill write more later...

Friday, March 23, 2001 1:30a.m.
Ok burning the shit out of your knee hurts! Today was a good day it was all the little things that made it good all the big things didn't matter. The little things were hoping that I got 100 on my chem test, Lunch, ball, my muffins(they are sooooo yummy), and good conversation. the bad things the hostility(sp?) between me and some people who I care lots about and the book I just finnished reading.

The book was really really good but it scared the shit out of me. It was about the "break out" of AIDS in the 80's and how most people still thought of it as the "gay's" sickness. And The whole book brought up a whole bunch of memories and emotions I thought I was ready to deal with but wasn't. AIDS forever and ever will continue to scare me to death. I saw what it does to people far to early in life and it scared me to the point im scared of sex(all this trama happened like 7 years ago). Like I will do it But im not even close to ready too go the whole way. I have had my share of whatever you wanna call it and personally I think dicks are yucky (It was so gross)and when you guys "snack" its not that great for us sometimes it is but not all the time.

well im done I think

Wednesday, March 21, 2001 10:25 p.m.
Yes well today was diffrent. I did my dance and i did ok it was super tripy and i was just having an awful day i got in to a fight with a person i didnt want to and i got upset with 2 people i didnt want to it was just bad. Well i guess i feel bad its just i hate to be told that im wrong and i hate when people judge me on stupid things. well any way it was all dumb so tomorrow better be better or im going to kill something. Oh ya one good thing happened I got 87 on my chem test which is like the highet mark ive got in that class all sumester!

Tuesday, March 20, 2001 06:19p.m.
Well here I am for those of you I have told about this please enjoy even if it bores you to death...

Well today was a good day I had much fun. I got to putter first thing this morning because mom drove which was good (I got to spent a load of time playing with my hair!), I had all my homework finished and I actually have got the dance for gym done (I get to present it tomorrow).

In English were starting our presentations, which I guess are kinda cool, but its boring memorising lines, which is what I have to do now. I was sitting there eating my skittles choking them down because I was laughing and Steven asked me about my "jumpy yellow skittle" theory so I figured it would be more interesting then what ever else I would have dug up so here goes...

Well I have this extremely slow/petty/dirty/imaginative mind which I tend to use against myself lots! One thing I do to keep myself busy is that I make up stupid stuff and see how much of it people will buy or well at least go along with it (but I think this just dilutes me more...) and my "Jumpy Yellow Skittle" theory goes along with this. Its not all delusion I guess. Personally I think yellow is a "jumpy" color it jumps out at you hence the jumpy yellow skittle. Some people go along with it and some don’t. Steven is one of the people who does. He thinks its cute or something Steven like. Most people are just like ok it’s not the strangest thing you’ve ever done so I’m not going to argue. Well that’s it.

Sister Hazel..."Your Winter" is so great (I’m listening to it right now!) well any way I have no more to write right now so farewell until we meat again...


Well I'm back its 9:15 and I just had the weirdest conversation. It was on the status of natives, and how maybe they wern't the first peoples in canada and how the french think they "deserve" more compensation then the natives do from the canadian government. Personally I think its all a huge joke! Ok the French and their crys "we deserve more compinsation from the white people than the natives do because they wont let us be our own part of the US!...booohooohooo". Ok its a gigantic sham...well im done it gotst nothing...

Monday, March 19, 2001 10:16 p.m.
Hey well today was a good day. I felt like crap but it was a good day. The waether was kinda cool and realy windy with the clouds that just roll in for what seems like ever it was wonderful. The "JASS" dance that my group in gym is doing looks great were really pulling it all togeather. Were is kristina! gawd she better get on soon i havent talked to her in like weeks...so much for never losing touch lol. well my walk was great and the day was good so well im happy! How yummy it is to be in a good mood!night.

Sunday, March 18, 2001 11:47 a.m.
Ok well here goes my first entry in my pita. wow Prepare to be bored. Todays Jenns birthday and shes bitter...